After 12 LONG days of breastfeeding- here are my thoughts and maybe some advice. I am no expert but there are definitely some things I wish I knew ahead of time. A lot of what I learned was trial and error and I am sure it would have been that way even if I had every single piece of advice out there- you just have to experience and learn some things on your own I think.
First couple days were the worst as far as pain and routine- now at 1 1/2 weeks pain happens only at first latch, but it is still toe curling kind of pain… still manageable and as the day goes on it gets better. For about 2 days in the hospital I was breastfeeding with out the use of any nipple cream. BRING NIPPLE CREAM TO THE HOSPITAL! The lactation consultant told me my next child I would remember this blunder- and even use it BEFORE I go into labor. She’s right. Dry, cracked and bleeding is not words you want to describe one of the most sensitive parts of your body. There’s enough other things you have to worry about- your nips don’t need to be one of them. I ended up using Lanisoh Lanolin religiously..after the 2nd day..I would and still apply (for the most part) before & after feedings as well as before I get in the shower. It’s amazing how much water affects them! I also used a nipple shield three feedings in a row to give them a break- and my sanity depended on it. Also my son at times simply like to “suck to soothe”… I also gave in and started using a pacifier after he was done feeding and seemed fussy (this is maybe once or twice a day just to get him to sleep). It’s funny all the things I do that I “never would do” before I gave birth. It’s easy to say “I will never do that” when you aren’t faced with your nipples feeling like they are going to fall off. Don’t judge. My nipples are pretty normal again no cracks bleeding or dry, I am happy with the decisions I have made and Elliot is also happy too- none has seemed to affect his feeding.
Another thing I have learned was to have a station all set up where you will breast feed and make sure you have EVERYTHING you need before you start. At the beginning I’d hear him cry and would go into panic mode and simply run upstairs, whip out a boob and start feeding him. Then I’d realize I forgot my water- or cream..or something. Thankfully my husband has been home and with in ear shot- but if he wasn’t, I’d have to wait close to an hour to have whatever relief I was looking for. Oh and just go to the bathroom before…it’s not always worth the wait. So things to keep on hand: nipple cream, water, breast pads, receiving blankets to drape over you (protects you from a leaky milk mouth or leaky boob- maybe even a leaky diaper (this happened to me twice in a day!), a snack, phone, book- something to keep you occupied, pillow to prop your baby.. fan or AC (LIFESAVER!) – babies are HOT.
I’m not sure when I’ll ever be able to go out in public and breast feed-he flails his arms all around and switching him would be interesting even under a cover..I’ve practiced using it at home and it was not even close to helping. So for now I will try and time my comings and goings and hope I have at least two hours during the day in between feedings. Other Moms- does it get better??? Will I be able to master the cover?
Nighttime has gotten much better.. He seems to be feeding about 2 1/2 to 3 hours. And we occasionally get a close to four hour stretch. This seems like heaven compared to the first couple nights. I’m still pretty tired throughout the day- I can’t do naps.. So I rely on those hour and a half to two hours I get to sleep three times maybe a night. Around 5 PM I feel very tired and cranky and just like I’m done. Looking forward to a couple more months when maybe the night stretches will be longer…I hope so!
At this point we’re still changing diapers nonstop once before and once after every feeding sometimes one in between. Not sure if he should be in size one yet or not size one seem to fit, but they leave little marks on his thighs and makes me so sad. Maybe will try a size one today. (I tried size one- they look huge but I think it will help his little legs…after Googling, the leaking and red marks suggest Newborns are too small).
So far I feel like things have gone pretty well.. He’s only fussy when he’s hungry or when I wake him up and then were he realizes he’s hungry….Or when he is trying to poop or has gas (he actually gets this blank stare when it actually is happening- it’s pretty cute), or was about to projectile vomit. I wish I could see into his little tummy and know when he has all those air bubbles. I hear it gets better so I’m hoping sooner than later for his sake.